Dear Porn Star: Please Forgive Me

Today is the 6th year anniversary of Dear Porn Star: Please Forgive Me. This post garnished more discussion outside of WordPress up to and including sex forums than anything I have written since. This post "put" my name out there I guess one could say. It has touched and changed more lives than I will… Continue reading Dear Porn Star: Please Forgive Me

Reblog: From Dad’s Stash To Father’s Grace

My Testimony It all started for me in the mid 80’s at a young age. It was all innocent enough. My neighborhood friend found his dad’s stash of Playboys and he showed them to me. Like all addictions it started small and snowballed out of control. It started with Playboy, but when that wasn’t enough,… Continue reading Reblog: From Dad’s Stash To Father’s Grace

Daily Inspiration 2020: Day 19 | Keep Forgiving

Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven. Matthew 18:22 KJV

Sunday Music: We Are Messengers | Point To You

https://youtu.be/V1YLe2-tmKY This song so represents me. For so long I struggled with forgiving myself. I have had a ton of regrets. I needed a miracle in my life. Most of you know my story with porn, drinking, resentment issues as well as my anger issues. In order to find who I, Stuart, truly was I… Continue reading Sunday Music: We Are Messengers | Point To You

I choose to blame him less

Jessika’s words touched me just now. Then I just kept reading several posts of hers. She is authentic, open and honest. Go check out her blog please. I promise you will come away blessed as there are posts for everyone. Certain words and phrases brought to mind several of you that could relate in her posts. This just happened to be the one that struck a cord in me with her compassionate heart!

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It’s been 3 years since he confessed hints of his infidelity over breakfast.

Initially, I blamed him.

I blamed his wandering eye.

I blamed his callous disregard.

I blamed his all-encompassing love for himself.

And initially, I blamed his adultery for the ultimate destruction of our marriage.

But now, years later, my heart has not only forgiven,

my heart has softened allowing my eyes to see things in a new light.

Now, I blame him less.

And instead, I blame our broken world more.

I blame the ever-cunning, always-persistent enemy more.

Matthew 5:28 tells us, “But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.”

Anyone. Who. Looks. At. A. Woman. Lustfully.

Not anyone who flirts.

Not anyone who touches.

Not anyone who engages in anything.

No.

Slow down.

Throw it in reverse.

Anyone who so even LOOKS at…

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