J Is For Journey

The journey to find something that fits that big hole in our heart can be fun at times but so painful in the end. For me, personally, I tried a lot of alcohol and a lot sex to fill that hole. It was fun but in the end it was painful as it still left…

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The Way Out For Me Was Through Jesus Christ

I know I have several non Christian folks here. I would like to say something to you with all the love in my heart. Maybe you turned to pornography as a result of sexual abuse. And if so, I am so sorry that happened to you! I have been there and I understand to an…

F Is For Freedom

We all want freedom from something... Freedom from guilt. Freedom from the hurt. Freedom from the anguish. Freedom from the loss. Freedom from bad experiences. Freedom from bad choices made. Freedom to just be yourself. Freedom from the struggles that happen living in a fallen world. Some seek that freedom in ways that actually bring…

Are We In A Comatose State To Those Hurting Around Us?

Music moves me. It always has and probably always will. My ex-wife use to giggle at me when she would come into the living room while I was listening to certain music. There was no telling what she would see. I would either be playing the air guitar, air drums or just chilling with my…

Plank Eye Syndrome

This post along with several of the ones I have been sharing lately were written within the first year of me being a blogger. I’m still unsure which is the best way to share an older post like this without losing the “stats” that go with it.

Sadly, I must say that the masturbation still occurs periodically and with the same effect…guilt.

Something to Stu Over

I have found it quite amazing here lately that people ask me how I can talk so openly about my porn addiction and my feelings I had in reference to sex and my body. But what bothers me the most is when they ask me how I can talk to or hang out with a certain type of person. They are judging them based on choices that the person has made in their life and not the fact that the person I am talking, counseling or hanging with is a sinner that needs God’s grace just like I did. And just like the person who asked me that stupid question. I really just want to look them in the eye and say well I am talking to you to right now, what’s the difference?

Romans 3:23

For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God.

When are…

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Bound In Chains

Have you looked at a grown elephant chained to a stake and asked yourself why does he not just pull the stake out of the ground? I mean, come on, a big huge 15, 000 pound animal and a tent stake is all that is holding him at bay. Really?? But in order to understand…

God Can And Will Use You

Do not let others tell you that God could never use you for His kingdom! If God could use Saul/Paul who murdered His children then God can use those who may have murdered someone with their words. If God can use someone like me who has committed so many atrocities in his life, then trust…