Your Love Defends Me

https://youtu.be/jwpsDJOyl0o We sing this song occasionally at Richland Celebrate Recovery. The first time I heard it I was literally brought to my knees. And even now it still moves me deeply. You are my joy, You are my song You are the well, the One I'm drawing from You are my refuge, my whole life… Continue reading Your Love Defends Me

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What I Lost When My Husband’s Porn Addiction Won

As I was reading Cynthia’s post I was floored. I have NEVER seen loss from a spouses addiction like this before. That is why I simply had to share this with you.

As an ex porn addict this cut me deeply but at the same time this quote proves that God works all things for our good…

“What I do know now is that what was lost can be found. What was stolen can be replaced with something better, brighter and more beautiful. And amazingly, what was once mourned will be celebrated.”

Guys, share the heck out of Cynthia’s post…not mine, please. Share her story and give other women hope!

Tears in a Bottle

There have been many losses in my life created by my husband’s porn addiction and intimacy anorexia. Many things were blatantly stolen from me throughout my marriage leaving me dazed and confused. But others were a slower trickle that I didn’t even notice until the emptiness engulfed my soul.

Either way, I lost. And my husband’s addiction won. It wasn’t fair that I was an unknowing participant in a battle I knew nothing about it. I wasn’t prepared. I had no warning. I didn’t even know it was occurring. I repeatedly got knocked down, each time multiplying the losses and shattered shards of my heart. Until one day, I lay battered and crumpled on the floor. My opponent oblivious and uncaring that he and his addiction were the cause. On my knees, I cried out to Jesus for mercy and help. And then I rose unsteadily, turned around, and hobbled…

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The Struggle Is Real

Guys... I'm not perfect and have never claimed to be even remotely close. I fall daily. In some form or another I let people down, I slack on my calling, I question my self worth, I curse when I get mad and the list just keeps going and going and going. Here lately I have… Continue reading The Struggle Is Real

Not All Words Spoken Should Be Paid Attention To

There have been so many times in my life where this verse should have applied in my life. By applying this I would have not had so much stress, anger, resentment and self-worth issues. Somethings we hear should just go through one ear and out the other without stopping in our brain to be processed… Continue reading Not All Words Spoken Should Be Paid Attention To

Are You Having Suicidal Thoughts?

The other day while playing catch-up on Facebook, I ran across a friend of mine who is really having a hard time right now. I messaged this person and we chatted for a little over an hour. He shared with me some of the issues that have led to the emotional state in which he… Continue reading Are You Having Suicidal Thoughts?

We Need A Hero

I grew up reading comic books. My very first one was a copy of the Teen Titans that I bought at a local convenient store while visiting friends. It was so cool to see the bad guys losing. The heroes always won back in those days.   I remember reading my first copy of Superman… Continue reading We Need A Hero

Is It Possible For Intimacy To Lead To Orgasm

So many husbands are out there suffering in silence. They may speak of it to their closest and most trusted friend. But more than likely they keep it to themselves, because if they say anything they fear they will be looked at as less of a man. Yet, one thing I know from my own… Continue reading Is It Possible For Intimacy To Lead To Orgasm