Stu’s World: Hurting

Brandon and I went to the movies yesterday. And while we were out I heard that a dear friend of mine relapsed😭 I will not say her name here as she has read my blog in the past. She went to Celebrate Recovery with me for a long time. Sober, happy and on fire for…

Wednesday’s Life Song: Citizen Soldier| I Hate Myself

https://youtu.be/eQm3RZEAA_8 Daaaannng! These lyrics are real and upfront Have you ever felt this way? I have!

Wednesday’s Life Song: Citizen Soldier | Weight Of The World

https://youtu.be/jZvmXSgzZZ8 I have been where this song speaks of on numerous occasions. I've had suicidal thoughts. I even tried once in junior high. Thank God I didn't succeed. The pressure from what does feel like the weight of the world is so freaking heavy. Drinking never fixed anything as my issues were still there when…

Wednesday’s Life Song: Dax w/Elle King | Dear Alcohol

https://youtu.be/DNhAjMFUO1U The term wasted never resonated with me as an alcoholic term. I've been drunk off my gourd many times where I couldn't talk right, walk straight and passed the freak out. For me wasted was a Mary Jane term. But people use different words like lit. Lit to me could mean drunk or high.…

The Blue Chip Challenge

Tonight was chip night at Richland Celebrate Recovery. So many men and women came down to get their first blue chip. It was awesome! Tonight was also a night for a couple of us to get our 11 year (Clarence) and 16 year chips (me)😊 I had another post I wanted to share with you…