Christmas Rant

Once again…

Dad is left out in the cold due to ex-wife.

I try real hard not to bad mouth the kids mom. Because believe you me the old me really wants to come out and play and be the royal ass that all men can be.

But I hold it all in. Giving it God helps but it does not go away as the kids are always saying how much of a disdain they have for their mom.

This year she was going down south to spend Christmas with her brother. Brandon did not want to go and instead said he wanted to spend Christmas here with his dad. So I made what little plans I could considering financial status.

Plans are shot as their mom changed her plans once she found that out.

I have yet to see the kids and it’s Christmas day because her family comes first.

I’m so sick of this crap! Y’all it will not pretty when all this pent up anger finally explodes.

I have not enjoyed a Christmas in probably 10 years. As a matter of fact…no holiday.

To be completely honest it almost makes me wish I had never started dating their mom in the first place. She is like her mom. The one person she swore she would never become and yet here she is…a selfish old prune (the nicest thing I can say)

She’ll get payback though. Once Brandon moves out in a few years and she is left completely alone because she has pushed away everyone. Her oldest left, Erin moved out two years ago and lives with her sister and neither have communication with her. And I still have to pay child support for Erin who sees none of the money.

Who am I kidding Brandon sees none of it either. Child support is a joke. There I said it. Ladies get mad all you want I don’t care. I respect your opinion to think otherwise but don’t come at me with comments because with the mood I am in at moment you would get your feelings hurt…js.

I hope my fellow blogger are having a good Christmas at least.