Stu’s World LXXXIII

Hey everyone.

This has been a rough week for me emotionally.

For those in the blogging prayer group I will share a little more than I do here soon but…

Let me just ask everyone to pray for Angie. Just put her on your list and don’t stop please. Things spiralled after I left last weekend. So I have chosen not to go visit her because leaving is too hard for both of us.

Have we cherished every moment?

Yes! I could spend every day with her for the rest of my life and it would not be enough.

Do we want more time together?

YES! But logistically it’s not very feasible at moment.

So I will do as I have for the past several years. I will continue to be there for her as a friend but love her as I would a wife. That love for her could never change.

I can’t be there…plain and simple.

Yet…

So there will be more to our story one day Lord willing but until then I pray for her health and mental and emotional state!

If she needs me she knows I will always be there for her. No questions asked.

For those that have followed our story you should know how difficult this decision is for me. But for her, right now, I have to love her enough to let her go in the relational aspect of things.

She needs time to heal from a lot of things. Things we both thought she had but apparently not.

She’s better but has a long road ahead of her.

So…now what.

I will stay single. I know it’s hard for people to understand me at times. But Angie will always have my heart. Even Brandon was like but dad you have to date someone. I’m like no, I don’t.

You see I can’t love another like I do Angie. It’s not possible and not even fair to said lady to even try for she would never have my full heart. Angie has it.

God could throw a curve ball my way one day, but I don’t think so.

His timing is his timing. And I have to come to terms with that fact.

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Work has been cool. The two new guys that they hired are doing pretty good. One stays on his phone way too much.

We are building two new warehouses😮

I so thank God for D! He’s kept me sane and laughing this week😊

Charity, thank you for the Birthday card and gift! That was so sweet sis!

My birthday is the 31st. I will have lived on this ball of dirt and water for 53 years. Wow!

I, honestly, never thought I’d love this long.

But what an interesting journey it has been and Lord willing I will be around for another decade or so.

I just hope and pray that this current generation of morons get their heads screwed on right soon. There is hope for them but geez they are off their rocker.

I was watching Daniel Boone on the tv at the laundromat today, Brandon’s mom had to wash some things to and asked if I needed to go😮

But anyway, I sure miss the old clean shows like that. No foul language, no sex, no gay folks strutting their lifestyle…just good clean entertainment. It was corny but clean.

The world we live in now is so messed up. And it will just continue to spiral downward. I know this because the Bible says so.

We are living in the last days folks! Get your spiritual house in order!!

Have a great week!