Stu’s World LXXXIII

Hey everyone.

This has been a rough week for me emotionally.

For those in the blogging prayer group I will share a little more than I do here soon but…

Let me just ask everyone to pray for Angie. Just put her on your list and don’t stop please. Things spiralled after I left last weekend. So I have chosen not to go visit her because leaving is too hard for both of us.

Have we cherished every moment?

Yes! I could spend every day with her for the rest of my life and it would not be enough.

Do we want more time together?

YES! But logistically it’s not very feasible at moment.

So I will do as I have for the past several years. I will continue to be there for her as a friend but love her as I would a wife. That love for her could never change.

I can’t be there…plain and simple.


So there will be more to our story one day Lord willing but until then I pray for her health and mental and emotional state!

If she needs me she knows I will always be there for her. No questions asked.

For those that have followed our story you should know how difficult this decision is for me. But for her, right now, I have to love her enough to let her go in the relational aspect of things.

She needs time to heal from a lot of things. Things we both thought she had but apparently not.

She’s better but has a long road ahead of her.

So…now what.

I will stay single. I know it’s hard for people to understand me at times. But Angie will always have my heart. Even Brandon was like but dad you have to date someone. I’m like no, I don’t.

You see I can’t love another like I do Angie. It’s not possible and not even fair to said lady to even try for she would never have my full heart. Angie has it.

God could throw a curve ball my way one day, but I don’t think so.

His timing is his timing. And I have to come to terms with that fact.

Work has been cool. The two new guys that they hired are doing pretty good. One stays on his phone way too much.

We are building two new warehouses😮

I so thank God for D! He’s kept me sane and laughing this week😊

Charity, thank you for the Birthday card and gift! That was so sweet sis!

My birthday is the 31st. I will have lived on this ball of dirt and water for 53 years. Wow!

I, honestly, never thought I’d love this long.

But what an interesting journey it has been and Lord willing I will be around for another decade or so.

I just hope and pray that this current generation of morons get their heads screwed on right soon. There is hope for them but geez they are off their rocker.

I was watching Daniel Boone on the tv at the laundromat today, Brandon’s mom had to wash some things to and asked if I needed to go😮

But anyway, I sure miss the old clean shows like that. No foul language, no sex, no gay folks strutting their lifestyle…just good clean entertainment. It was corny but clean.

The world we live in now is so messed up. And it will just continue to spiral downward. I know this because the Bible says so.

We are living in the last days folks! Get your spiritual house in order!!

Have a great week!

26 thoughts on “Stu’s World LXXXIII”

  1. There are a million people in this world who will never find a love like you and Angie have together, maybe even more. I pray for God’s Will in bother your lives. I will definitely be praying for Angie. She’s been in my heart so much the last week. 🙏🏼🙏🏼

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  2. Awww Stu. {{hugs}} 😭

    You got it?!! Yay! You are very welcome. 😊 I told ya I wouldn’t forget your birthday. 😉

    Stuart, you are the definition of what a good man should be and you deserve to be celebrated. ❤️

    I hope you have a fantastic birthday and that you live to celebrate MANY more! I love you. 💕

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  3. Stewart, I just said a prayer for you and Angie and I will continue to pray for the two of you. I truly hope you have a blessed birthday. I know that sometimes it looks like doors have been closed and we become resigned to that reality, but I’ve seen some of those doors open when I’ve given up hope, against all odds so to speak. I know you try, I’ve seen that time and time again and when you get right down to it, that’s pretty well all that any of us can do, try as best as we can and you’ve done that. May God’s grace, peace and blessings be poured upon you and yours. Love in Christ – Bruce

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  4. It is good to see God’s blessings in your life. I pray you receive all His blessings well, with your ever-grateful heart.
    Happy birthday! Birthdays are pretty special; I will be praying for you all day on your special day.

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  5. I understand some of what you are saying here and I don’t need to know all the details. I just can “hear” it in your words that your heart is broken and I pray that GOD will bring healing and bring you through this difficult season. Sounds like you both have a special relationship with one another. My son is still single and alone. But he says that if that is what GOD wants, then so be it. I know you will keep your focus upon HIM. I pray you will have a blessed Easter Stu. GOD loves you more than you know. Blessings Brother in Christ! Sending you some “sun” too, from Arizona!

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    1. Yes Maxine. It’s torn for sure. But I have to realize that maybe we are not meant to be together in the way we both want. But our love for one another will not die and we will always have each other’s back. We will most definitely still be a part of each other’s lives😊 And as bad as it hurts not “having” her daily to hold and care for, I can learn to be grateful that she is still IN my life.

      Thank you for the Easter blessings. I hope you and the family can be together and celebrate Jesus.

      I appreciate the sun…I’m tired of the rain and the cold.

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      1. Well I know your heart is broken, but I KNOW that GOD does heal the broken…….”a bruised reed HE will not break”. So I know you are in HIS good hands for you. Stay comforted by HIS love for you and sending you some more sun. We hit 90 degrees yesterday and today! Ugh.

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              1. Just thought of this…..if you ever come this way would love to meet you in person. A fellow writer who blogs for the LORD! How fun would that be over coffee and the LORD!


  6. Belated happy birthday! May the Lord bless you greatly this new year!
    “Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning”. The Lord does everything beautiful in His time. God bless.


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