Hey everyone. Sorry I didn’t share anything last weekend. It was sort of a bummer for me.
I was trying to go see Angie and nothing panned out😥
I had mentioned to a few people that I had the money saved for a car. I found one. Set everything in motion and bam…
It was a scam. I will not go into details as it still ticks me off to no end. I didn’t know whether to cry or scream.
I have turned said person over the the Trade Commission but honestly I expect nothing to be done. Though the scam is a felony there are bigger fish to fry than a 800.00 dollar scam.
So I am back to square one with no money…yet again.
Three years in a row I have had the money only to have the rug pulled out from underneath me.
2019…my landlord decides after me living here for years to have a lease set up. There goes my car money and knew it!
2020…Brandon’s Roblox account get hacked and the perp takes close to a grand from me. At first I blamed Brandon until the person changed the password to his account and locked it.
2021..things were looking good. Angie and I have seen a lot more of each other. Had a plan to take her to Florida as it’s on her bucket list. I was going to surprise her.
Found a deal too good to be true but felt legitimate through eBay motors. And it was too good to be true.
So here I am again. Though I just left Angie’s house a few hours ago depression has set in due to the whole situation with the car.
Do you have any idea how depressing it is to not even be able to go the laundromat to wash clothes?
Do have any idea how depressing it is not to just get in your car to go see the one you love?
She needs me. And I can’t be there! For some men that would be no big deal. For me it means everything.
We did go out to eat last night and then shopping. It was like the first meal she has been able to keep down. She was so happy. Then having me there to shop with her so I could help. She was her old self again.
My ride back to Rayville showed up around 930 this morning. We were still asleep. Was not supposed to leave so early. I was supposed to help color her hair 😥
I so wanted to do that!
But I had to leave. It was so sad turning around at the door to wave bye. There was Angie and Chloe, her dog. Chloe had her paw on the screen door😥 And Angie looked so sad😭
It broke me!
Then I get in the car and my ride goes bro, you need to find a job over here. It looked like you didn’t want to leave. I said no, I don’t and it has been that way since day one. I never want to leave. It kills us both inside to not be together. But I didn’t go into the story. I just played Township so I wouldn’t think about it.
She called me earlier to say that she had been up and down most of the night. I asked her why she didn’t wake me up. She said I couldn’t you needed your rest…ughhh.
Always putting others before herself.
So she let me sleep in my room (the guest room) while she was not getting any in hers😥
So it’s time to pick up the pieces at square one and reevaluate things. I’m not giving up damn it! I can’t!!
I don’t know how much time I have left with her. I have to keep going to get a car one way or another. I want to be the one to take her see King & Country live in concert! I want to be the one to drive her to Florida and stay for a week with friends!
More importantly I want to be able to hop in my car and drove the two hours there when she needs me and come back at the very last minute to spend as much time with her as possible.
Though I could spend the rest of my life with her and it still wouldn’t be enough time!
That’s all for this go round! Prayers would be appreciated! Thank you!