I miss Angie😥
I knew seeing her would make me miss her more.
We were planning on another weekend together this coming weekend but the weather is going to hinder that.
She had some abdominal issues this week that caused a lot of pain for her. And this coming week she has major Dr. appointments that may have to be rescheduled due to the snow and ice. One of them she has been waiting on for months 😥
It’s ridiculous. We are in Louisiana for crying out loud! It doesn’t get to single digits here🥶🥶
It looks like this whole week will be in the teens to 20’s and then back to single digits this weekend.
I missed work on Saturday due to Brandon’s mom being out of town but chose to come back late Saturday night due to the weather.
Today work called and said stay home.
So it looks like most of this week of work will be missed and I have half of child support due, lights and the phone bill in two weeks plus the 150 in rent Friday. Something is not getting paid. So I have to opt with the phone bill not getting paid.
That will keep Angie and I from talking as well as Brandon loosing both his iPad and phone till I can pay the bill. Sometime in March.
Last month my electric bill was 220. Now for some of you that is normal but for me…not ever being at home is insane. But that’s what it took to keep this room warm. Yeah, I said room. I basically stay in the bedroom now. The rest of the house is as cold as it is outside. This old house has a lot of leaks and the landlord will do nothing to fix it.
I will be moving later this year after I get a car…somehow. Because I have officially had enough!
I refuse to move without having a car to be able to come see the kids. I know dang well that their mom would not drive them to my place and then come back to get them if I moved.
I started writing a new post the other day on why some justify their sins. I may try to finish that post before the phone gets turned off.
Aside from the negativity in the above part of the post I did thoroughly enjoy having Brandon this weekend. I told him to stay with his mom last night though because of the weather. I just slept in till almost 10 am this morning. Made some coffee after digging out the filter. Yeah, it was frozen to the filter holder😂
Now I’m vegging on the bed, drinking coffee and writing an update real quick for you all. Hopefully I will be talking with Angie soon.
I talked to her before Brandon left last night. And when Chloé, her dog, heard my voice on the phone she barked and ran to the room I stayed in last weekend and then the door looking for me.😥 Such a sweet dog😊
I so wanted to send her a dozen purple roses for Valentine’s Day but I just couldn’t afford them right now. Maybe next year I can hand deliver them to her😍
One can always hope, can’t they?
To be honest hope is about all I have left. It keeps me pressing forward and going through the daily drudge of life. Hoping it will get better and that God will indeed answer my prayers.
I haven’t been down in the dumps but I haven’t been on a high lately either…except while I was with Angie. That was a high for 2 wonderful days for sure!
But anyway, I hope you all stay warm this week. Be blessed!
Please pray for one another. For we never know what another is enduring at this very moment.