Stu’s World XIX

This was a week from Hades. Work has been both bad and good. Good in that I have a job that pays all the bills and bad cuz weird crap like this happens…

Just another strange event at the lumber yard

I have no idea how he managed to do it. But everyone on the yard heard it happen. I look away for a sec and boom! I turn around, look at the mess, look at the forklift driver, shake me head and bust out laughing.

I stopped laughing long enough to say only you man…only you πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

Then we have to take every board out, restack them and put them back the right way…ughhhhhh!!!!!

But then later in the day while pulling an order I see two ❀s…

And of course it reminded me of a song…

Which brings to the sad part of my week that I wish I could write about. I really do…that way you could understand the meaning behind the Please Lord Hold Her Tonight post from the other night 😦

I’m torn at moment guys. I really am. I’m torn for several reasons tonight. The first one being that I so want to write mine and Angie’s story… ALL of it so maybe just maybe you could understand just a smidgen of why I love her so much but I can’t because I can’t break her trust. I can only share my part which is unfair to you guys…see I’m torn.

And here’s another torn moment. Brandon just calls and he’s in the bathroom with me on speaker so he could pull his tooth and then Angie calls. So I tell Brandon Miss Angie is calling and to hold on. I switch over to Angie. She tells me what happened and that she is really too tired for our normal hour long conversations. Because of everything that is going on in her life has left her just drained but she had to tell me what happened before she went to sleep. So I switch back to Brandon and dang it he pulled his tooth

He pulled one of his back teeth

I said I was sorry and that I should have stayed on the phone with him. He said don’t worry daddy Miss Angie needed you. You had to talk to her.

Brandon knows about Matthew’s angelversary and a few other things that have happened. He knows how much she means to me. He says he understands…

I don’t deserve children like this. Why God chose me to be their dad is simply nine gazillion atmospheres above my head.

I had a great comment yesterday on one of my post and it left me wondering something. So I must ask…

Do I write my posts to where any of you feel that my faith comes easy? If I do please forgive me!!!

My faith is not easy. It is down right difficult some days. Some days I just want to hide under a rock somewhere. And some days I want to get on stage and shout how much God has done in my life. I don’t ever want to come off as better than another! I’m not. I have my great days. I have my good days. I have my meh days. And I have those someone shoot me days.

I have been wondering about something here on WP since last week’s Stu’s World post where I said that Renee was the top commenter. Now, don’t get me wrong. I’m not saying she isn’t. But Kathy comments on almost every daily inspiration I post so shouldn’t she “have” more comments than just 85 when we are on the 271st day of the year. How does WP figure this out? When does the year start for my blog? January 1st, which is where it should begin for the year or does it start on the day I signed up? πŸ€” Inquisitive minds want to know!

I had two potential cars to buy but both were sold before I got paid Friday 😦

Oh well, like I shared with Angie last night it just means that I was not supposed to get either one of those. And I keep looking. But it’s getting old I tell you! And I’m sure it’s getting old to the guys from work who drive 30 minutes out of their way every morning to pick me up for work and then another 30 to bring me back home.

And not being able to take Brandon anywhere is killing me. Not being able to visit Angie is…well…yeah 😦

Please pray the Lord provides a vehicle soon!

Speaking of prayer…there are so many out there needing prayer right now. Let’s all just take a few moments and prayer for one another. Go to your likes in your WP stats and pick a blogger or two and just pray for them.

Have a great week!

God bless

24 thoughts on “Stu’s World XIX”

  1. Stu, the hard things only last for a short time. Now is your time for the favor of the Lord for your getting the right car. Suddenly, you will have the right car. It is your time, for the favor of the Lord, regarding a vehicle. Blessings!

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  2. “potential cars to buy” I believe you meant to write ☺️😁

    You’ll get a car soon, I pray in the name of Jesus. The Lord is our provider and He sees your needs.
    Now how did Brandon pull his tooth? I didn’t think we could lose the ones inside except it was pulled by a dentist πŸ™ˆ
    As for Angie…”Let your heart not be troubled” πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  3. Sorry your week was rough. I’d say you are very authentic. I’ve never felt that faith comes easy for you or that your life’s all roses. It’s one of the reasons I really relate to your blog. Keep sharing from the heart and being YOU.

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  4. I’m praying for you and I don’t need to know your situation because God knows it.
    However I know how it feels to be able to write it all out. The writing process is amazingly therapeutic that way.
    Then to have such a great supportive following to offer encouragement, support, prayer… whatever you need has only been helpful to me.
    But the people I have written about have failed to see through the words and only have become defensive in my experience.
    It was helped to my mental, emotional state to move through my past and live in the now whether they see that or not. So I don’t regret it.
    Whether you necessarily post your writing of your journey is different.
    Maybe you just need to write it… πŸ™πŸΌβœοΈ This is something that only other writers understand.

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  5. Faith doesn’t come easy brother, but when God has a heart. What others see, His love on display. You may think you don’t deserve such love, but God does. Like I said, His love is on display! Blessings my brother, blessings!

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  6. Inquiring minds do want to know things like that Stu….maybe I was maybe Kathy was….WP has a mind of their own. :)πŸ˜† Wow! Thanks for sharing the hearts! I’m glad it’s not just me seeing them everywhere!

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