I started reading a new YourVersion Bible plan today. It is called Seven Questions That Rattle In The Minds Of Most Men.
I read day one right after work…🤔
I read day two just now and it has made me come to realize that there are still people I need to forgive. I don’t mean calling them on the phone but taking this person and that person the God and letting Him know that I forgive them for things that happened in my younger years.
I, of course, did not lead the “normal” life growing up. What the heck is normal anyway?!?
I have forgiven the girl who basically attacked me sexually in her bedroom that time.
I have called many of the women I have slept with, because we are still friends, asking their forgiveness. Once a friend always a friend to Stu.
But there are some guys that this little Bible study brought to my attention that I had forgotten about.
Yes, I have forgiven the ones who molested me. But I don’t ever remember me sitting down in prayer and saying you know God, I forgive so and so for this and so and so for that action. I have asked for forgiveness for my own part in these scenarios. These…these…scenarios that led me further down the rabbit hole of porn and the sexual lifestyle I had in my late teens to my late thirties. And since the Lord brought these men and women to my mind tonight…it’s time to forgive and let go of the ties that may still affect who I am today.
I believe a new chapter in my life is about to open in the forgiveness realm 😊
And a new Bible study to share with you guys.