I’m just not feeling it right now! I don’t know why. But it’s just not there.
Maybe I’m just too tired. Could be depression. It’s not like I don’t have a gazillion things I want to share with you all. They are just not coming together.
I have like 27 drafts and all on different subjects. Well not really…they’re about life…but still different topics and I can’t seem to finish them.
The thing is I used to write posts like maybe three days a week. Then I went to 4, 5, 6 and then 7 days a week. It’s hard.
I think that’s part of the reason I love the tags and awards so much. They give my brain somewhat of a break…even though I do have a tendency to ask hard questions sometimes. Sorry…not sorry…
I think part of my problem is seeing Angie again. Because when she left that Sunday morning to check on her mom I knew…I knew that seeing her would hurt. Well not seeing her…but rather the watching her drive away.
Once I turned around to go into the house I knew…seeing her would make me miss her more. And I do!
Call me weird. I don’t care. That was like the hardest hug ever to let go of 😦 I shared with Renee in a comment section why mine and Angie’s love is so strong. And the sacrifice we both made to end our relationship almost three years ago for our kids.
So yeah, I do believe there is some depression involved.
And work is just so draining. Being out in this heat all day with sweat running down my back, chest, legs and dripping off my head to the concrete wears me out, no matter how much water I drink. I think it gets sweated out before it can even hit my stomach.
But one the guys cracked me up this week. I was eating my Chinese and he looked over at the other guy’s lunch and goes oh look Stu is eating Chinese and you are eating Blackenese. I about spit out my food 😁
It is such a joy working with these guys!
Brandon just did his pretesting for his Black belt Saturday morning…and passed. So he is officially ready to test for his black belt. So proud of him.
He does have a few things to improve on. But he has agreed to really focus on his weak areas for the next few weeks until the real testing!
He did this to me last night…
So I did this…
I saw this photo on Facebook the other day…
Such a simple prayer and yet says it all, doesn’t it?
Speaking of prayer…
I have a prayer request for a dear friend of mine and her son. No names for privacy issues, as she is a fellow Blogger, but her son tried to commit suicide.
I was able to talk to him a little today in person. There is a lot going on in this young man’s life. And he needs prayer for guidance, clarity and the ability to stay strong as he has a newborn baby in his life.
Pray the Lord touches his heart and mind please! And that the Lord gives his mom strength, patience and understanding. This is a tough time for all involved.
Please continue to pray for Angie and this new season of life she is in. I want her to be happy and not so stressed out to the point of another stroke.
And while asking you all to pray for her, Angie called to let me know she got a new job offer from a law firm. And she accepted 🎉 I’m so happy for her because this is the job she wanted 😊
Let us continue to pray for one another. We all could use some prayer.
So this week I challenge each and every one us to pray for the person who’s blog we are reading throughout the day. There is power in prayer. I promise!
Have a great week everyone 😊