This song really hit me hard one day while still grieving over the relationship loss of the love of my lifetime. I usually listened to music throughout that day at work. And well, when this one song came on I sort of lost it. I had to go outside and gather myself.
I lost it because I didn’t have the answers. At the time I didn’t understand why God would allow us to grow to love each other so deeply and go through all we did only to not allow us to be together.
I knew her pain as well. I knew of the mental, physical and sexual abuse at the hands of others She needed me in so many ways that had nothing to do with sex. And I needed her for the very same reasons.
We had helped each other overcome so much and yet she was still in a prison not of her making. And it broke me that I couldn’t be there for her anymore.
And even now when we talk about our relationship we don’t have the answers but we know that no matter what we will always be there if needed by the other.
