Do you remember the smell of that new house or apartment you moved into?
Do you remember the sense of security you felt knowing the walls would not cave in around you?
Do you remember putting things in the house that made you feel good even if it did not go with the decor of the room?
Have you ever removed something, boxed it up, put in the closet just in case you decided to pull it back out and use it again at a later date?
What happened to the house as the years past by?
Yep, the newness is gone as is the new smell. The walls become miscolored from kids scribbling with pencils, crayons and markers. If you are a smoker they become stained with nicotine. They lose their luster. They start to wear down.
Those new things you bought have been replaced with different things over the years, though the familiarity is still there. Maybe you are holding onto some of those old items even still.
And as the house continues to age you become worried about whether or not the house, the foundation, and the walls are still stable enough. Then doubt can rear it’s head and you start to have concerns and fears.
This all so parallels our lives in some many ways.
We all have this little house that we live in. The one in our mind.
The one where we store all our memories, concerns, frustration and current thoughts. And at times those walls within said house feel like they are caving in around us with all the stressors in life.
There are so many factors that can make you feel this way….
If you are a recovering addict of anything you feel overwhelmed, as you are trying to quit and all the stressors of life are pressing in. More often than not, you feel as if you just want to scream at the top of your lungs. I get it…because I’ve done it…many times.
You know what though? It’s in those moments when I do scream and cry out to God that He steps in and calms my nerves.
There was a time, when I was trying to stop watching porn and life just seemed to be falling in around me. I had issues at home and work, bills overdue, car issues, depression, loneliness and sexual thoughts all the while trying to help others overcome an addiction I, myself, was trying to overcome. And the desire to give in and just watch porn to escape the reality of everything was so strong.
One day I had had enough, so I went out to the woods and screamed out to God…how the hell am I supposed to handle all this at one time. I’m physically tired, emotionally drained, spiritually tired and I don’t know if I can do this.
I still remember that still small voice that said you can’t. Quit trying to do everything by yourself. And let me help.
So, I did. I sat there on that fallen tree for what seemed like hours just laying it all out there…my concerns, my fears and God calmed me down.
He renewed me right there and then. My mind was at peace. He helped me stabilize the walls in my mind to where I didn’t feel the pressure of collapsing under the weight anymore.
The concern of going in to that closet and pulling out that box of past bad habits subsided and I moved forward.
And to be completely honest those walls have pressed in around me several times…especially in the last year. Sometimes things I wish I had never seen just jump out of a box and say hi..but instead of feeding on them I just ask God to take the thoughts away.
Guys, we all have those moments where we feel like the walls are caving in around us. But if, we as followers of Christ, will just call on God and ask Him for help…He will. I promise.
It may not be overnight. It may take a few days. But that’s why hope is always so important. Hope in knowing that through our faith in God we can press on and keep going.
Hope in knowing that through the renewing of our mind that the walls will not press in and crush us.
Hope for a better tomorrow.
God bless,
Stu
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At times, my issues will nag at me until I give in.. a lot like your situation I reckon.
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Yeah…I would love to say I overcome everytime…but then I would be a liar 😦
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I know all about that!
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Praise God He makes all things new! God bless brother!
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Amen. Beautifully written, very wise counsel.
There is nothing to hard for God. He meets us right where we are and loves us anyway. New mercy for each day has begun. Hope and strength to press right through, not alone, but a new Life begun.
Forever InHisCare 🙏
Yonnie💜
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Thank you Yonnie! Nothing is too hard for God! AMEN!!
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That’s it my Brother,
Much Love💜
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Your posts always give me hope!!! I feel like I’m not the only one struggling.
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No, dear sis, you are not alone in any struggle.
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I’ve been there, and yes screaming and praying is exactly what needs to be done. Emotionally, I think just the feelings that have been trapped for so long, that they need to be released. Obviously, screaming is not appropriate for all locations, but a destered forest or a thick pillow helps.
And then, to experience God’s still small voice – wow! It really makes Him real in my life. I will forever treasure these moments.
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Me too. And to be honest…I hear Him better after doing that than at any other time.
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This is pretty raw and scary, Stuart. Thank you for putting it out there, where we can see it and take it up and cradle it and cry over it. Praise God.
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Yes, Kathy, it is! But it was one of those struggles we all deal with to some degree.
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I have prayed God’s protection over you and your heart and thoughts. Blessings to your my friend.
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Thank you Wendi!
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it is my pleasure to pray for you.
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This is wonderfully written and geared towards helping others… very nice of you! Thank you! God bless you and your family.
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Thank you Christy for stopping by and reading. I appreciate your kind words! God bless you as well!
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God is good
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Yes Lyn, He is! Even when we don’t realize it
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We all have times where life builds up to much to handle and there seems no escape. I do from time to time shout out and cry to God where is it all going. Like you say God has HIS calming ways. It does create a shift in energy when we shout out in our pain. It in fact changes nothing except bringing some understanding to the issues.
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That He does. I’m more calm after the healling, screaming and crying! The peace follows those sessions!
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Peace does follow as we all get bottled up with life it can be too painful.
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I needed to read this! God Bless you!
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Bless you sis! I’m thankful the Lord led you to it 🙂
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I’m so glad I found this post. It’s just what I needed. I actually went to a doctor today because of my stress problems. I’m really trying to get over it.
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I hope it helped Lydia!
Stress will definitely mess with physically, mentally and spiritually if not dealt with.
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This is so good! Thank you Stu, for shining a light into the process of what Freedom looks like.
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Thank you Debi! That means a lot coming from you😊
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