The journey to find something that fits that big hole in our heart can be fun at times but so painful in the end.
For me, personally, I tried a lot of alcohol and a lot sex to fill that hole. It was fun but in the end it was painful as it still left me feeling empty in side.
It took me on a very long journey down a road that I never saw myself going down.
The problem is that the hole is not meant to be filled with such things.
That hole was designed to be filled with the Holy Spirit.
Once you have the Holy Spirit you start another long journey, for some of us anyway, trying to get rid of all the old stuff that was bad for you and replace it with good stuff.
There is a beauty in this journey we are on! A journey out of bondage and into freedom. A journey from eternal separation from the Creator to eternity in His prescence.