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This song so represents me. For so long I struggled with forgiving myself. I have had a ton of regrets. I needed a miracle in my life.

Most of you know my story with porn, drinking, resentment issues as well as my anger issues. In order to find who I, Stuart, truly was I had to do the only thing I knew that would bring about change. I surrendered my life to God.

It is only by the grace of God and many, many prayers that porn is out of my life. My drinking binges are gone though I will have A beer occasionally. Do I still harbor some resentment? Yes I do. Do I still have anger issues? Heck yeah! But I now step back and think before I let my tongue get me in trouble.

I have sought forgiveness for those I have wronged in the past. Well…as many as I can remember. I have forgiven those who have hurt me as well. A change has taken place in my life. Praise God I am a different man than I use to be.

Maybe that is why God called me to help those who are addicted to things that hurt them. I have been through so much crap that I can relate to just about anything someone throws at me.

For God’s life changing miracle I want to point others to Him. I want people to know that they are not alone, for I have suffered depression, suicidal thoughts, porn addiction, among other things. I want people to know that there IS a way out and a way to stop. And it is by surrendering to God.

God is still working miracles today by changing countless lives. He does it by taking you just as you are, in your brokenness, with your bruises and scars and starts working from the inside out. Allow Him to work in your heart and you too will point to Him as your strength, redeemer and savior when people ask who you owe this change to.

 

point to you

Point to You

How can I forgive when I can’t forgive myself

How can I move on when all I have is regrets

How can I fix you when I keep turning away

How can I make it past the noise with my shame

I need a miracle

Some healing for my heart

I want simplicity

Where I can rest

But I need a miracle to put my past to death

I know You want my heart

My bruises and my scars

I’m coming as I am

The only way I can

I can’t forget from where I’ve been

And what my heart’s been rescued from

Yeah when they ask me who

I owe my whole life to

I point to You

I point to You

I want so badly just to finally get well

But I don’t want a quick fix and emotional self

I will be honest with my humanity

No I’m not perfect and I don’t pretend to be

I need a miracle

Some healing for my heart

I need a revelation

I want simplicity

Where I can rest

But I need a miracle to put my past to death

I know You want my heart

My bruises and my scars

I’m coming as I am

The only way I can

I can’t forget from I’ve come

And what my heart’s been rescued from

Yeah when they ask me who

I ow my whole life to

I point to You

I point to You

People say that I’ve lost myself

I’ll say I’m found in You

People ask where does my story end

I’ll say it starts with You

I know You want my heart

My bruises and my scars

I’m coming as I am

The only way I can

I can’t forget from where I’ve come

And what my heart’s been rescued from

Yeah when they ask who

I owe my whole life to

I point to You

I point to You

I point to You

I point to You

Lyrics by Seth Mosley & Darren Mulligan for We Are Messengers

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